Mars and Jupiter
I hate myself for not walking away when I should have
For listening to all those reasons I know are excuses
Clenching my jaws for all the words left unsaid
Holding back the tears when I walked home that night
We are Mars and Jupiter
Never in sync, no matter how hard we tried
I would always be the one to lose in this hopeless game of yours
Forever guessing on your next move
I fell into your sanctuary, your warmth is excruciating
I lost my world while finding yours.
Untitled
I think I’m getting used to all of this
Love is a ruthless trade
All it does is rip you off-
They say that nothing is permanent, even pain
But I’ll always, always remember
The night you said goodbye
That pain is holding onto me like a tattoo
3 minutes, I told myself- and I’ll forget you
And by then I would never know
Forgetting you takes just as much courage as loving you
Moment
I got lost in your gaze
That gaze that’s enough for me to fall into forever
On that chilly evening we wrapped our arms around each other
So cold that I can’t feel my hands but I can feel yours
I still got your smell on my collar
That- was the moment for me.
Please, don’t turn around
I’m afraid I’ll hold you tight for good
But I’ll be waiting on you
Whether it’s cold or it’s rough
Pardon me for thinking I’ll never be good enough
I never imagined love could be like this.
Blind
You will never get the best of me
Cause I took off all my sharp edges just to fit in
But I am not your missing piece of puzzle
My dignity grinding in dirt
My heart broken into pieces
My stuttering words, your cold eyes
That’s when I realized-
I’m feeling more alone with my blind hope
Luck
What if- you stayed when I most needed you
When I am childish and fluorescent
When I am just too much for you to handle
When all of my dreams seem so faraway
You are the last thing I think of when I fall asleep at night
The last bit of luck I got left
And what if- I told you all the truth you needed to hear
When all you want is honesty
When you still believed in me
When I should have held you in my arms that night
Would I still be drowned in this twirling sea of memories right now?
Or are we destined to get lost and never find each other again.
Bits and Pieces 