Should I have known by then how you really felt
Those days when you felt like you don’t understand Jupiter at all
Those nights when you felt like we are just too far apart
You are wild and free- your never ending energy is mesmerizing;
I am reserved and quiet, you never would have known how much you mean to me.
Right now, we are planets away, far from each other
You left with no goodbyes
I still see you in my dreams, running around in circles
You might be moving on right now, but don’t you remember?
The reason you loved me before, and how we said that our edges fit one another
That night when we got together and my hands were shaking
That look you gave when my mistakes hurt you so much
Stepping foot onto Mars is never an easy thing for me
I played nonchalant when I should have shown you my real colours
Disguised as a Martian myself when I should have let you in
Our indifferences cut your heart in half.
Now, won’t you tell me before I leave
If asking you to stay is a selfish thing to do, because you belong to Mars
If you really can feel how much I adore you but you don’t want it anymore
If getting lost in the crowd again is the only thing you want
I’ll build spaceships to get to you.
They tell me, just turn around and leave- time will heal
You are walking away and I should too
Time is nothing but agonizing pain to me
I can feel our memories turning into ashes
But how can I let go when the only thing I want is you.